On wanking

I don't know why I felt so guilty about wanking! I started when I was about 11 or 12 - quite early when I read about the experience of others. I was still in primary school and must have been an early developer.

I was told about wanking by another boy - older than me. He obviously had some practice. He showed me how - and wasn't so impressed by the quality of my semen. It didn't take much practice on my own behalf to get the gist of it. First of all I simply rolled by penis between my two hands. After a while I realised, as all males do, that the best effect can be gained by holding the cock between the thumb and forefinger and moving the hand up and down. It was great.

I was then into a long period of wanking! Again, I can't understand the guilt about it. And, looking back, I can't understand how I didn't discuss my pass-time with others - they were doing the same. I sense that the younger generation of today may be somewhat more open about wanking - they are about sex and seem to take pics of everything and post them on Facebook!

Even when established in a very satisfying heterosexual relationship, longer periods away from vaginal sex brought me to wanking - all to great relief! I'm sure other married men do the same - but I don't hear about it.